almost time

You're going to be here in my arms any day now and I can't help but wonder what you will think of me. Of course I will love you beyond measure, but will I love you the way you need to be loved? Will I drive you crazy with my worries and over protection? Will I be the best mom possible for unique you? I hope you will know that I will do my best to give you the things you want and need and not what I want you to have. I love you so much already, I can't wait to meet you.

We're getting close!

Everyone is so excited you will be here soon. We all want to meet you! So I've started a game called: when will Theta get here?!?!! Everyone will write down when they think YOU will be born( date and time) and sex. Whoever is closest will when a prize. Of course, the biggest prize will be to meet and hold you but there will be another smaller prize for the winner since everyone will get to meet and love you. I wonder when you will be ready to come out. I love you

Your nursery

Hi my dear sweet little one, your nursery is almost finished! Your pawpaw has helped so much with the painting since I have limited use of my back.  I hope you love it and feel safe and comfy at each nap and bedtime when you're alone. Daddy and I created for you an extra special Yellow Submarine nursery with the theme: all you need is love. Mommy and daddy will always love you. Everything we offer to you will come from love. So, your nursery is almost complete and ready for you to arrive! We can't wait!!!!!

That's OK

Ok, so you will be pressing my nerve for the last month. I can handle that because daddy and I decided over a year ago that we wanted YOU! Even if mommy's a big wimp when it comes to pain:) I love you!

can I say ouch?!!

My lovely baby, you have placed your head into my pelvis as you prepare yourself for the huge happy day that will be your arrival. However, you are squashing a nerve and it is causing much back and leg pain. Is there anyway you could please move? I'm serious:)